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i was extremely tired today. no more NT chats till 4 am. sorry guys (: today raineddd -_- i only went outside to take a walk with the dog. dad came home really late from work so no driving practice today. i watched my new favorite show 'The Secret Life of the American Teenager'. This episode is the beginning of all the dramaa. Its getting really good though. i have to admit it made me cry when she was asking her dad not to leave them. *flashbacks* ): call me a white girl or whatever for liking this show but i dont care fuck off. heres a clip

i want the main characters hair. anyways to watch full episodes go here : http://abcfamily.go.com/abcfamily/path/section_Shows+Secret-Life-Of-The-American-Teenager/page_Video-Preview

people were really pissing me off today. like seriously fuck off and grow up. ugh im not even home from vacation and i need another already, jesus christ. if i dont like you or dont wanna talk to you OH THE FUCK WELL. hop off already shit! and if you have something to tell me go ahead. you're probably gonna waste your breath because i dont give a shit but whatever. okay enough of my little moment of rage (: onto the reviewssss !

I PUT ONNNNNN. haha this song reminds me when i went to see The Dark Knight and these crazy bitches were 'ghost riding the whip'. anyways this one doesnt have Kanye on it, but my dude Jay-Z. Jeezys part is all buncha blibber blabber. Hovie FTW !
http://limelinx.com/media/c2851e009e4e49bb8927dec8384c8dd3.aspx

The stripper voice is back. Cassie has a remix to 'Official Girl' with who else but LIL WAYNE ! yay now all of his riders can masterbate to his voice even more -_- I personally don't like the song too much. i wanna see who the hell shes talking about because idk about you but i damn sure wont be no ones 'unofficial girl' for a year. pshh http://limelinx.com/media/4a7fbbb771eb474ebe49809730d0b88e.aspx

Some of you may not have heard of Johnta Austin. He had a track last year called Turn It Up (remix with jadakiss was my favoriteeee). But anyways the dude is more behind the scenes. he wrote pretty much all of Chris Browns first CD. and yes i would know because i actually like who see who produces the song. song is called 'Lovin You'. its alright sounds like hes straining his voice. and it confused me when in the beginning he says "thats my man, thats my man". okayy ?

http://limelinx.com/media/3a67a2167d19427cbd05468cd7c65a3b.aspx

Ryan Leslie can get it (; owwww. his song 'Wanna Be Good' isnt like the rest of his songs. but shittt he can be good to me. haha. i like the harmonizing he does with his backround vocals. im a music nerd leave me alone. http://limelinx.com/media/83c2d35c4e47479589cb7e2705b4de69.aspx

Janet Jackson wanna be Ciara has a new song called 'Walk On It". i like this song but at times it was like too much all at once. im not a hater, im just in a cranky mood today as you can tell from before (: anyways it sounds sooo similar to 'Rock Wit You' of Janets song off of her latest album. anyways its a club banger. soon to be on every girls myspace. http://limelinx.com/media/7ee9a791144043dc9152e8f1bd0bdda8.aspx

I'm not a huge lloyd banks fan but the sound of his voice is pretty sexy. and i like the backround horns in this song. '718 Nigga' helped with my anger for today (: but i still miss NY* http://limelinx.com/media/f173ca077a7248ffa3585d23ded893b6.aspx

FREE REMY MA ! i miss my bitch. well thats all for tonight ! i will go to bed at a decent time tonight. oh and i forgot to mention my schedule. American Gov Honors, English 3 Honors, Chorus and Journalism. needs to be changed though for dual enrollment once i take the cpt. peaceee

-desiree <3

whatever it takes.

"Theres a million reasons for you to go. But if you can find a reason to stay ;
- I'll do whatever it takes."

whomp whomp. i dont know what got me into this mood but im all vulnerable. thats not good. maybe its because i know i have to go back to reality. being in miami gave me a break to alot of things. but that doesn't mean that everything is fixed. theres alot of things i still have to work out. i need to learn to appreciate what i have more. and to stop blaming others for the way things were. i know i played a big role in the way things ended with 'us' but the whole time that things were going downhill i was just blaming others. im sorry for everything "/ i really dont care who reads this or what they have to say because no one can truely understand 100% of whats going on but me. and i dont even understand myself so don't bother trying.
Im in the mood for some Juno.

-desiree <3

james fucking franco.

yeah so i just finished watching Tristan & Isolde for the billionth time. so i thought i'd politely remind everyone thats James Franco is my husband and if i ever see him he will be banged on the spot. along with my other husbands such as Romeo from Aventura , Tyga , and Justin Nozuka and the list goes onnn. thanks (:

-desiree <3

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so im in a cranky mood because imeem is being a bitch about letting me have 'Ex-Factor' on here. blah whatever -_- my song has a meaning to it <3 passion is my man, heres a video on him that i love.

anyways today was pretty cool. didn't do anything in the morning. around 4:30ish left to go out with big sis Lala. we went to Chilis and i stuffed my facee with a bacon cheeseburger. then went to Aventura Mall and they didn't have shitt. shopping isn't as fun for me anymore because of the uniforms for next year. i still need an outfit for Rock the Bells. all i know is that im either wearing my whiteblackgold am 95s or takashi II sbs and shorts. i wanted this vest from urban outfitters but tell me how this junk was like $53. pshhhhh. then went to hollister got some booty shorts woo hoo. and my damn $124.80 zooms hurt my feet ! grrrr. rip icyness. those will be up for sale soon, size 5 (; my sister turns 21 tomorrowwwww ! which means i will be allowed to get away with alot more. hahahaa - im extremely tired for some reason. i need to stop going to bed so late. getting up for school is gonna be a bitch. NAS IN 3 DAYS (: oh well enough of my random thoughts, onto my music review for today.

okay this says its cassie but it doesn't sound like the stripper voice that it usually sounds like. haha i kid, shes mad pretty. did anyone hear shes engaged to P.Diddy ! i knew he didn't sign her ass because of her talent. song is called 'Soldier 4 Your Love' not the best...

http://limelinx.com/media/2ffafffe58fd40dfb158b25045e912d7.aspx

"IT'S THE S - THE L - THE I - THEM" (for the slow ones thats the first line in 'peaches and cream') Slim from 112 has a new song called 'Something About Her' its not that bad but i expected more from someone whos been around for so long. dudes need to step their game up.

http://limelinx.com/media/1a8f30548c6a42f194638c7f25664264.aspx

JOE (: songs okay, it seems like it'll grow on me though. oh how i love guys who can singggg. i'll keep you updated if he has anything else coming out. song is called 'Cant You See'

http://limelinx.com/media/b2c72d5e1a6249ce94e4875bc5fee1c3.aspx

well thats all for tonight. dont blame me if you dont like the songs ; blame music -_- if you dont like my blog fuck off ! goodnight kiddos !

-desiree <3

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okay so you know me , always more to say (:
i really really miss cindy and gretchen. they're in my hometown yonkers without meee. i miss my own room, my brother & sister, my privacyyy ! but eh i kinda don't wanna go back home. i get spoiled here , who doesnt like that? i gotta take the CPT (college placement test) when i get back so i can get switched into dual enrollment classes. grrrr -_- and to make going back home even worse, alan wont be there until another 2-3 weeks. i didn't think i'd miss him this much but its getting worse each day "/

on a lighter note. where did the good music go? jagged edge unreleased song 'Go Girl' is sooo not them -_- they need to go back to the good ol' dayss.
http://limelinx.com/media/2f39728c67f748b5a2c7e237e633b875.aspx

whitney houston is back with a single featuring akon 'Like I Never Left'. it's eh whatevaa
http://limelinx.com/media/4da90e3679ec46608f49fa7322b036ca.aspx

the hookers also known as the pussycat dolls have a remix to 'When I Grow Up" featuring everyone and their momma. which of course would mean lil wayne is on it -_- I like it though ; diddy is my man <3>
http://limelinx.com/media/df33be3f39b54230be869c0b76514185.aspx

lloyds new ablum = <3333333
straight up baby making music but i love it. finally an album that i like a high percentage of the songs. but this one is for gretchen, its her favorite one (: 'Touched By an Angel'.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gH7qOXZa9ao

and to ends tonights review, the song responsible for missing this dork even more ; 'I Choose You' by mario. im not gonna lie, this song has been on replay for idk how long. pshh and he thinks i dont care about him.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=7JtyZlgaonY


well thats all for tonight ; i promise (: dont bother asking me where i get new music from. the top two links wont be availible for long so hurry up kiddos ! i'll probably be posting unreleased music up if i have time.

-desiree <3

first post.

well this is cute (:

took robbie long enough to think of a blog title but its all good.

anyways - today was a waste. i slept REALLY latee. it was raining so thats like equivalent to nyquil for me. woke up and applied for old navy online. but that didnt work out too well (damn online applications). later on went driving with my dad. im getting better, just gotta work on some things. i want gretchens tat ! me and the girls are thinking of a tat for all of us to get. i go back to orlando on sunday :( rock the bells concert on saturday though. woo hooooo ! anywho im gonna go fix this thing up. maybe post later on tonight is anything exciting happens lol.

-desiree <3