amazing.

Yesterday was my MPA district competition. In english- a chorus competition for the people in your district. Ranking isnk like 1st place and stuff, its Superior, Excellent, Good etc. So more then one school can get the same rank. Anyways, I performed 9 songssss ! And took three tests on how well we can read music. At the end of the day- we got straight superiorsss. The highest you can get (: the last song we performed turned out so amazing,everyone gave a standing ovation. I'm really happy it turned out good. We've been working on it since august. But of course, I'm sick so that was hard. I was singing and taking tests non stop from about 6 to 10 without sitting for breaks or eating -_- ugh the things I do for music.

Anywho, no school today. Probably going out with my techie (;
But for those of you who keep up with my blog, mr.miami, long distance lover, whatever you call him is here... This should be an interesting weekend.


here's a video from a mens choir doing one of the songs the mens group at my school did. i love this song.

"If you don't love me, love who you please. But throw your arms round me, give my heart ease."

venting.

distance...............

the most complicated thing in the fucking universe. i think its so funny how you gave me so much shit from the get about getting in a long distance relationship, blah blah blah, when truth is, we're not even all that far. a 3 hour drive or less. yet now all of a sudden the chick you've been with for like 10 days is moving farrrr out of your reach, but you love her soooo much that you're willing to do it. give me a fucking break. i don't think you realize all that i've done for you. how long has it been that we've had this 'thing'? 3 years now? love doesn't explain us. i've been here from the GET, and deserve a whole lot better than what you've been giving me. oh yeah go ahead fix all your issues with her. be with someone who you're gonna see a lot less than me, and can't give or treat you HALF as good as i can. so when shit falls through the roof, you're gonna be wishing you made a better choice. there's so many guys out there wishing they could be in the position you're in, but you continue to push me to the side like im nothing. and im getting to the point that you're gonna push me away, and i won't come back.

and this is exactly why i can't believe a thing people say anymore.

make up your mind kris.

BROADWAYS BEST !

in this video, im the 5th person in line, first solo. (aw i just noticed the person recording said they got goosebumps after my solo). jerusha rocked this shit at the end ! CLICK HQ ON BOTH VIDEOS TO WATCH IN HIGH QUALITY.

and this is me. haha ugh i think it couldve been better. i wanted to go loud and big but i had that cavalier microphone thing on my shirt. and i didnt want it to squeal lol.

i had another performance but i dont have the video for it yet.

200th post !

woo congrats to me.
anyways, i've been too busy to write in here. but i saw this and wanted to post it.
She Is Love

i wrote about these guys before when they were known as Sparkys Flaw, but they changed their name. met them over the summer at a show, and they're amazing and so down to earth. they were really low key and are now signed to one of the def jam branches. heard them on the radio for the first time today !

jovan

yesterday i was at the spot where we first met. still can't believe you're not here.
i miss you.

sick

Again. But it seems that being sick is now the story of my life. And the meds I take seem to mess me up in the head. "I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired."

Anyways -
"To see a pool of water in your dream, indicates that you need to understand and deal with your emotions. You need to dive right in. Alternatively, a pool may indicate your need for cleansing. You need to wash away the past."

Amennnn.