Thursday, October 30, 2008

more than i could.

have you ever loved somebody so much that you put their happiness before yours ? as much as you think it's the right thing to do, it only makes things worse. it was because i loved him that i stood, hoping things would get better. hoping that the passion we once had for eachother would come back. but you can't force something that isn't there. point, blank. it was a hard thing to do, but after looking at things differently, it was because i loved him that i had to let him go. he deserved better. and im sitting here feeling like an idiot because although i know what i did would be the better choice in the end, i have the emptiest feeling in my heart to the point where it's getting hard to breath. as hard as this might be to understand, i did this for you. its the most cliche line in the breakup book. but honestly it wasn't you, and it wasn't me. its life. people grow apart. but one thing is for sure, i'll never regret what we shared. i miss you so much, and it hurts to see that you pretty hate me for trying to do the right thing. it's so hard to just go on with life without you, and i wasn't sure at first if i made the right choice or not. all i wanted to do was go back to when we were happy. but it seems like thats long gone...


[verse 1]

I don't know what I've done

Or if I like what I've begun

But something told me to run

And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head

Little voices whispering

That I should go and this should end

Oh and I found myself listening

[chorus]

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you

All I know is that I should

And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

All I know is that I should'

Cos she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood

[verse 2]

See I thought love was black and white

That it was wrong or it was right

But you ain't leaving without a fight

And I think I am just as torn inside

[chorus]

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you

All I know is that I should

And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

All I know is that I should

'Cos she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood

[bridge]

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call

You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all

But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you

This is what I have to do

[chorus]

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you

All I know is that I should

And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

All I know is that I should

'Cos she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood

Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood.

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