lifeless.

• i miss my dad.
• i miss miami.
• i miss "US" :(
• i miss having a real family.
• i miss having real friends.
• i miss being happy.
• i hate living here.
• i hate the fact that people dont understand.
• i hate how people always change their minds.
• i hate being treated like a little kid.
• i hate the feeling that everything i do is never enough.
• i hate how no matter what i do, i still feel alone.
• i hate making mistakes that i cant take back.
• i hate the fact that people can't trust me, even though they have no reason to.
• i hate holding things in.
• i hate crying like this.

i think i just had a breakdown.