waste of life.

soo right now im in my english 3 online class again. i haven't done much today since its the day before winter break. so i figured i'd fill you in on whats been going on in my life. well so far today, I gave alexx her gift and she got my a shirt from aeropostale. then i gave one of my secret santas their gift, and my person (raul aka jesussss) got me these portable ipod speakers and a santa thing that reads the right before christmas. i really wanna go to chorus since their having the party, but i dont wanna be rude and leave lol. i reallyyyyyyyy want this day to end already. frank* is taking me out to dinner later on tonight, and then he has a surprize for me. he said he's gonna tell my mom so she knows where we're going, but he's not gonna tell me. ahh the anticipation is killing me. whatever it is, i know i'll enjoy it. because we could just be sitting somewhere random, and im having like the time of my life lol. then tomorrow my dad is picking me up to go to miamiiiii. then finally tuesday i leave to new york. I dont know if i should get my hair done now or do it before i leave. i gotta see.... plus today i gotta go home, do laundry, start packing and get ready for my date (: ahh this is gonna be horrible. im the worst person to do packing because i just wanna take everything. i gotta bring a week of warm clothes for new york, and a week of clothes for miami. dun dun dun dunnnnnn

i just got a text from kedwin, it's snowing in new yorkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !

that better not stop me from going there. i know a snow storm is coming, but i hope its not too bad. i cant believe its been like 4 years since i've seen snow. anyways- i'm like starving right now. im craving the lasanga that my 3rd period chorus teacher is bringing it. its gonna be mad funn. so much food and stuff (: im so antsy right now -_- i just wanna be in h&m already lol. I really wanna spend time with frank while im in new york. it'll be mad cutee. can you tell that im bored? im STARVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. its 10:28. and i go to my next class at 11:07 -_- shoot mee noww.

im starting to realize that everyone in this school annoys me. except for some. like im so sick of it here. and it sucks because i reallyyyy wanna live in miami, and sometimes i feel like my mom doesn't want me here so why not. but like my senior year is coming up. i can't just leave. that'll screw everythingggg up.

ugh.. i think im gonna go on fsf for a while. try to do something productive before i eat this computer. peaceee !