I DON'T CAREEEEE
sorry. but it's getting to me. then last night i had a dream about alan and i getting back smh. im somewhat in denial. like if this is just a little break, and things will go back. everything i do makes me think of shit and its horrible. i can't even sleep at night anymore. all i do is replay shit in my mind. i think its more of me missing having someone there. like im just a naturally loving person lol. since my two week relationship was cut short, it made me fall back to thinking about alan on top of it all.
i know that it was my choice when it came to alan. and i bet a couple of you are like 'omgg she's putting her shit out there like that?!' yeah i am. people don't give a shit about how they treat me so i don't give a shit about anything. anyways, there was no embed for this video, but it explains perfectly the situation towards him. even the way i act at home. i toss and turn in my sheets, have a loss of apetite.. my moms always like "are you okayy. you sure?" and im just like -_- whatever. i hope she makes you happy...
smh its the 17th. would've been a year and 3 months.
i need a job....
1 comment:
awwwww.
Omg i wanted to cry reading this
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