i feel

Trapped. I've been sick in my room like this since tuesday. Haven't left my house to go anywhere but the doctors and hospital since sunday. And the people I need the most to be here, aren't. Like people barely check up on me to see how I'm doing, and my own mom thinks that everytime I tell her I wanna throw up or something, I'm overreacting. I don't even know if I wanna lock myself in my room away from the world or not. Just feeling really helpless... Everyone tells me not to worry because I'll get better. But I wanna know when. When is this gonna be over with. I'm always sick with something and I'm tired of it already. I miss having someone to call on and they'd be here willing to do whatever to make me happy. But now there's no one. Out of all the damn people I know, no one.