from everyone everywhere. in all aspects. i'm not wonder woman people. i can't please everyone. pressure from my mom to prove to her that she's done a good job. right now she feels helpless. and she tells me that she can't wait to see me graduate and be in college, to have my whole life straight. it's just a huge load. i haven't been back for a week, and already everything is being thrown at me. and that whole 'i'm here for you whenever you need me' saying from your friends and family is bull. as much as i love the people in my life, they can't always be with you when you need them the most. i just saw my dad friday, and already i miss him terribly. i hate seeing how this house is being teared apart. i hate waking up to go to a school, thats filled with immature, cocky, idiots, then to come home and hate being here too. i don't get it ...
but things could be a lot worse. be appreciative desiree. be appreciative.......
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