
damn jovan, im in shock. i was on myspace and saw RIP JOVAN on lilys name, and while i clicked her profile, i was praying that it wasn't you. then when i saw the picture of you on her page, i just broke down. especially when i saw the pictures and the video up top. seeing the car like that killed me. i remember the first time i met you, playing laser tag in wonder works lol. and you got me mad tickets and tokens. then we were gonna go hit up the chimi spot. you were so full of life, and ready to do anything. then after being friends for a while, you took me out to disney. and you were trying to quit smoking because you knew i didnt like it. that day ended my summer perfectly. Even though you kept trying to get me to be with you and I wouldn't because of alan. but the way you would hold me in line, and whenever i would push you away, you'd pull me in and just kiss me. the way you would sing to me, and try to dance on me lol. i had so much fun with you, i'll never forget it. then when summer was coming to an end, we decided we would be better off as friends because i told you how i really felt about alan and how we were gonna get back together. we didn't really keep in contact, but i would catch myself wondering about you and how you were doing. and whenever we would talk and you would tell me about your crazy life, i would get worried for you. but you always told me "nothings gonna happen to me don't worry." but looked what happened now. im so over the whole racing thing. if it wasn't for that, you would've still been here with us. i miss you kid... look after me because lord knows i need strength for the things going on in my life now. wait for me in heaven <3
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damn dat was mi nigha..rip babyboy u may b gon but ur deff not 4gotten.we all got a lil special spot in our hearts n our myspaces 4 u.we love u pa
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