i'm nasty

with the writing.

found this on my myspace blog from may of 07'. its def not true for that person anymore lmao. but hey i was a freshman. i can relate to it now though -

she can't even look at you the way i do. she doesnt look at you and see a future in your eyes. she doesnt hear your voice and imagine the day you'll say "i do". she doesn`t kiss you thinking that this will be the last man who will ever touch her lips. when i see you, do you wanna know what i really think...

"i`ve loved that man with everything i have ever since i first layed eyes on him"

i think you`re underestimating the point that i`m trying to get across. you deserve better. my conscience is telling me to make something out of the obscurity that you`ve place upon my heart. yet how do i regenerate a love that seems long gone. we both know it`s there. no doubt about it. but why do you try to conceal all of your emotions. is it because your scared to trangress yourself into this game of love again. because i know for sure, you don`t feel that way about her. you never will. keep telling yourself you love her, and you wanna spend the rest of your life with her. but guess what, i have a secret. i know you more then you know yourself. so the next time you try to doubt everything that we`ve been through, think again. we taught eachother how to love. thats irreplacable.

BAM !