its like im really happy, then i think about how happy we could be if we were closer, and i get really sad. i haven't posted in a long time, but if you check back to posts from this time last year, you'll understand the continuation. sometimes i just wanna cry. i lay in bed just wishing i would wake up and see his face. yet i wake up and reality hits. it's already almost a month since the last time i got to spend a day with him, and i feel like im already dying inside. i know i have the rest of my life, but i feel so empty inside without him. and theres really nothing i can do.
officially missing you.
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