Wednesday, December 31, 2008

i feel like

writing. so im gonna write about some people, besides the obvious mom and dad, that got me through this year, or made a difference in my life. in no particular order.

jasmine
pshh where would i have been this year without you. having you live with me, deff makes everything better. yeah we have had our times where we hate eachothers guts, but in the end you are the best. i've learned so much from you, met so many people. my life wouldn't be the same without. if you do decide to move away, i'll be sad :( but you gotta do what you gotta do. i love you sisssssssssssss
cindy
you're still my ride or dieeee. girlll everytime i'm with you, there is never a dull moment. you're my best friend, cousin, sister, bitch, hoe, everythingg. you're one of the realist people i know. i cant think of a time that you weren't there for me when i needed you to be. in all seriousness, i love you cindy. i could go on forever about how much you mean to me. im lucky, no im blessed to have a friend like you in my life. you're thee bestt.
juju
my brother. we get on eachothers nerve, but it's all love. we're alwaysss there for eachother, regardless of what happens. and your willing to help me with things, even if it doesn't benefit you. and i thank you sooo much for that. im sad that this is our last year in school together, but i know i'll be seeing you after. i love you jujuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
alan
didn't think you'd be on here ? lol think againnn. you have taught me sooo much this past year. i can't even begin to sum it up. most importantly, you taught me how to love. and thats something that i'll never forget. through all the ups and downs, you'll always have a place in my heart. im happy that we can talk now, and put our issues aside. all i want is the best for you, and i hope you find it.
gretchen
my liddo midget (: girlll the stories that you cindy and i have are unforgettableeeee. im so happy i found my long lost cousin lol. even though we go without talking to eachother for a little while, i can always hit you up if im having any issue, and you'll be there to listen. and then to tell me to suck it up and do what makes me happy. for a little person, you're one of the strongest people i know. and i love you for that. hope you have fun tonighttttttt ;)
kris
where do i begin. you know me in ways i don't even know myself. and you've taught me that if you really want something, you can always make it work. no matter how impossible it may seem. "i guess that's what love is, making the impossible possible." you've even showed me that i can write my ass off lol. but it would be nothing if i didn't have someone to write about. distance has been an issue, and it makes shit really tough, but we're still here. and you know that i will always be here. nobody said it was gonna be easy, we just didn't realize how hard it would be. thank you for everything.
tasha
one of the few people that know the wholeee story. and you know what i'm talking about lol. it all started at a sneaker event... never would i have thought that i would end up meeting a great friend. you're always ready to read anything i have thats new, and to tell me what you think of situations. even if its figuring out what to do with our hair lol. thank you for always being there babygirl*
robbie
if it weren't for you, i don't think i'd even have a blog lol. you are honestly one of the most amazing people i have ever come across in my life. everything that you hold in your mind is just incredible. your love for real music is something i respect so much, as well as your writing skills. you're the only person that i could send an essay too, and you'll tell me everything that i probably already knew, but it would mean so much more coming from you lol. from july to now, you've helped me get through ALOT. every little frustration and the big meltdowns. you've showed me to look at things in a different perspective, which i love. i can't thank you enough for everything. honestly.
frank
we haven't known eachother for that long, but you're already beginning to mean a lot to me. you give me hope, which isn't an easy thing to do. when i was ready to give up on everythinggg, going through tough times at home, and just sick of living in kissimmee, you were there. the day of the funeral, you were there within 15 minutes with your dog to take my mind off of the situation. it was then that i realized that i had something special. i love how you challenge me, even though we both know your not hard... lol it's all love baby. normally i would be scared in a situation like this, just got out of a long relationship not too long ago, plus i have been hurt plenty times in the past. but like i told you before, something tells me you won't do that. i can't wait to see what the future holds for us baby. alright im gonna stop gassing your head up now so i'll say one more thing; thank you for being my happiness.

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